I remember the look in your eyes as they laid upon mine. It was mid-day, and you were wearing your black shirt with the odd design on the front that I believe is a combination of purple and blue. You were wearing short jean-shorts, and I believe some sort of sandals. I was wearing my green striped v-neck, with what I believe were my Vans pants, with my Vans shoes. I was so cool. 

The first time I laid eyes upon you, I melted. My heart, my guard, all of my defenses against what I had been guarding against, melted. You went straight through me, straight to my heart. 

Not everybody will understand you and I. We argue, we disagree, we fight, but those things are uncommon in relative to all of the beautiful, wonderful memories that you and I share. I cannot wait for you to be here for Spring Break. We will be able to cuddle together, and hold each other as we drift off into a peaceful sleep. I’m so thankful I get to even have you in my life… and yet I don’t show it like I should. 

I’m such a self-absorbed person. I wish I was different. I guess i can start sometime. heh, like that’ll ever happen. When’s the last time I’ve actually been able to address a problem with myself and fix it? Never? yeah.